On a stretch of road in the neighborhood I live in are four schools. Three are public – elementary, middle, and high school where all three of my kids attended. The other is a Catholic elementary school where my kids went to religous ed every Monday. It is sage, local advice that if you are in a hurry to get anywhere in the morning that you avoid this road. The chances that you will be backed up behind a long line of cars trying to get into the school parking lot, stuck behind a lumbering yellow bus, or pulled over for speeding in a school zone are very high.
I spent many years at each of these schools. At the elementary school, I volunteered often and was once asked to head programming for the PTA. I turned it down because I knew that whatever speaker was being featured I would have to introduce. At the time I was terrified of public speaking so instead volunteered to be treasurer. This had been known to be the hardest position to fill because it was so labor intensive but there I was throwing my name in without the slightest bit of arm twisting. I got rubber stamped immediately. It turns out the joke was on me because at every PTA meeting the treasurer was required to get up in front of everyone at every meeting and give a financial report. Besides that I was in charge of scheduling library volunteers for over ten years, started an all-school reading program. volunteered for classroom parties, the annual auction and carnival, field day, and the book fair. Like many other parents I was there a lot.
After my kids were grown and flown I’d drive by all of those schools and thank god I was done with that part of my life. Those years were a near constant whirlwind of juggling kids, schedules, and broken hearts from being slighted, frustrated, or exhausted. Sometimes it was me with the broken heart from trying to find my place in an environment that often felt cliquish and unwelcoming. We all managed to find our way, though, and ended up with a collection of dear friends and dear memories.
Last spring I moved in with Michael. The house he was having built was four blocks from the house I had lived in with Mark and the kids for over thirty years so my neighborhood didn’t change all that much. My route to work, though, did. Where I used to be able to cut across this road and be on my way, I now drive directly alongside the elementary school at the peak of the morning rush hour. At the traffic light the school crossing guard holds up her stop sign over and over, and like little ducklings a parade of kids with backpacks and water bottles cross the street.
Last week on a day I wasn’t working I changed up my route, walked past the school, and through the shopping center where an older couple was having coffee on the patio of the French restaurant. We said good morning and then the woman stopped me and asked, “Are you the school crossing guard?” I said I wasn’t but that it was funny she asked because I thought about doing that in my golden years until I drove by the week before and the winds were howling and the temps below freezing. We all laughed and she said, “Oh we see her every day and I thought it was you,” because the woman on the corner with her neon vest is our touchstone to the start of the day.
The next morning I drove to work and there were a couple of dads walking their kids to school which was a rare sight in the days my kids went there. I sat at the crosswalk as the yellow light flashed and watched them all in front of me – the kids bouncing along like Tigger, two golden retrievers wagging their tails, and the dads laughing about something. A block ahead was the traffic light and the crossing guard. I waved and she waved as we were both on high alert for the unpredictability of distracted drivers and little kids.
It is remarkable to me that only a few blocks from where I lived for decades I am able to watch an entire neighborhood descend upon its elementary school every morning. I am long past those years and plopped right back into them by geography. On the way to work I watch it unfold before me while the morning news tells me that the Department of Education needs to be abolished and a president says those people don’t work very hard. Those people? You mean the ones who taught my kids read? Lost in the discussion and rage of such an absurd idea is a community that has been built brick-by-brick for years by teachers, parents, janitors, paras, a principal, a nurse, a librarian, a crossing guard, bus drivers, the lunch ladies, volunteers, and the school admin.
What I knew in the years my kids were in school and maybe even more so now is that people care too much about their school communities to sit idly by while the uneducated try to dismantle it. Ducklings are able to cross the street only when someone stops traffic and everyone else participates in ensuring their safety as they make their way in the world.
Tomorrow morning the crossing guard will be on the corner where she always is but this time she will be waiting for us.
